A trips to Paris,Disneyland and casino

I just got back from Paris ,Disneyland ... Disneyland was a very beautiful place and a lots of cute stuff .. haha .. I cant forget the moment we spent there and the games we played .Especially is the space mountain .It is really frighten my life away .. I think i am not going to play it 2nd time .. hahaa ... I am too scare with all the ride actually .. so ... pls pls .. no more ok ? haha .. but anyway it is very good experience there and nice trips . I love it very much .. haha .. song song ah !!! haha .. where is my next Disneyland trips ? America ? haha .. The biggest in the worlds .. I bought some souvenirs from there .. haha .. will show it at below .. It is quite exp but for me i think it is worth it .. haha .. cute n nice ~~~

My Paris,Disneyland pics was upload at facebook and friendster so u can view it there if u want to .. haha .. At here i am only upload the souvenirs i bought it .. haha ..

facebook paris disneyland album 1 - http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=123415&id=731858270&l=18f86ba460

&album 2- http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=123433&id=731858270&l=f763de8d81

friendster -http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?a=904747705&uid=17744693

A night spent in casino .. haha . dinner there and gamble there .. what was it happen ? haha .. cannot have sport wear , must bring passport to be member .. aduh .. so many procedures .. ma huan kah beh si .. hahaha ... At last can go in to the casino ... this is my 1st time to casino .. and also the 1st time lose so much money in my life with gamble . hahaha ... £30 ... aduh .. sakit ...

Casino member card !!!

2 years old boy smoking !! lolz ...

siao liao la !!!! what kind of parents are these ? omg !!!

人生就是这样。 往往真正的失去了才知道后悔，才想要过

去。。 如果幸运就会在

得到，等得到时又开始不珍惜。。。等又再失去了，又想到过

去。。 做全部事情

以前想想后果。 一旦真正失去了请不要后悔，因为后悔也没人

会可怜的。 每个人

都要为了自己的选择负责。。。

boring day ~~

another 15 weeks to go ~~~

Malaysia .. Malaysia ..Malaysia ~~~

15 more weeks i have to suffer here ..... what to do ???? of course keep quiet and wait lar .. wakaka .. Is tis 15 weeks will happen something unexpect ? Good or bad ? pls bad dont come la ok ? i dislike u .. wakkaa ...

Study Study ... i hate u !!! but i have no choice .... can i say i love u ? kelly say la i love u to the books .. wakkaa ... i think tis will be impossible . when u get it from my mouth then i think u get wrong person or i am abnormal !! wakkaa ..

Happy happy i want u .. sad sad pls go away from me ... i dont want u !! wakaka ..

Hope everybody will be alright ~ take care everyone ...

long time din't update ~~

Now back to uk again ... study again !!! haiz .. hate .. headache !! Tomorrow is taxation ,wed law and thurs financial reporting ... wah lao eh .. so hard neh ... passing mark high gok .. macam mana nih !!! sien ah !!! class is the sieness things in my life ~~ haha ..

sick day ...

Today i went to doctor lee .. and end up with these medicine ...
ish !! so hate lei !!
















When i see this medicine i feel bo lak coz i hate medicine . haha ...
sleep sleep ~~~

~ 2 days trips at kl ~

wah , i am feel drunk when i m on the way to kl .. haha .. My bro drive and i sleep ~~~ hahaha .... That night i am having a very nice dinner which i din eat b4 .. haha .. My bro brought me to puchong and ate shabu shabu ... wah very very nice ah ~~ hehehe ....

The next day my bro brought me to old town for breakfast after i submit my visa application .At night we went to sri petaling pasar malam .. This trip to kl i tried all new foods ~~ The feeling so nice .... We bought a lots of nice foods and back to hotel to having our buffet . hahaha ....

I am so full ... haha ...

~ father's birthday ~

Today is my father and birthday ... 12 july ....Happy birthday to them ~~~

In the morning we went to had some breakfast with my father . After that we went to busy our stuff and bought some wine & secret recipe cake .

We bought 2 cake and we made it 1 cake with different flavor .. haha ... <> At night we celebrate my father birthday .. I and cj washed the squids , prawns , made wanton and fried yam . Other things we don't know how to wash and all these done by my mum . haha ...

Tonight we are very happy and this is the 1st time i drunk ... It is so terrible feeling coz i keep feel i'm turn turn turn with 360'c and bone very pain .. haha .. Is this sweet 1st and then bitter ? hahaha .... I drunk for 2 days ... so sakit .. haha ....




























































































Tomorrow morning drive to kl ~~~~ Applying my visa to uk !! haha ...

~ A day job ~ 1/7/09

Yesterday i got a mission to complete at politeknik terengganu .... What mission is that ? I went there to be a boss for lease houses ... haha ...

This is the 1st job with a lots money in my life ~~ I got a lots of experience there while doing this job .. haha ...

















This is what i made today .. haha .. A lots isn't it ? haha .... I used up 5 hours to finished count and clip the receipt with form !! haha ....

~~ A very strange dream ~~

I remember some of the dream i made yesterday ... It is very strange dream ... I am not sure what is the purpose of these dream and i am sure this dream would not happen in my life but it is truth that i am very willing to do somethings to the person i care even though is a dangerous things ...

The person i really care in my life , i known this person as 'A' ... 'A' birthday is coming so i decide to get somethings 'A' like but this things are very difficult to get it .... It have to go through a very dangerous way to get it ... I am going for it to get this things ... Before 'A' birthday , 'A' is misunderstand that i am doing bad things and 'A' is very angry with me but 'A' does not know i done all these things because of 'A' . I am keep quite and get scold by 'A' until 'A' birthday then i cannot remember what is going on . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . ..
What is the story at the end ??

I am not sure what is the purpose of the dream ....I don't know why these dream come to me .... I don't know why i cannot have a good sleep every day ..... why ?

aiks .... Dreaming and nightmare for me is normal now .....

~~ the hardest post ~~

This is the hardest post i wrote for few days and think for few days .... Why this post is the hardest ? Can i know what problem i have ? I cannot have a good sleep every night ... The scary and happy dream is keep coming to me every night , every hours and every second when i am sleeping... All of these dream was very strange .. I think it is strange because in the real world it would not happen !

Why i feel myself got problems ? Did any 1 try b4 every day , every night and every second the dream is keep coming ...This problems are giving me trouble for few years ...Every night i can dream 5 to 6 different dream ... After a then b then c then d until i jump up the bed ... I feel scary about sleep back sometime coz i dont want to have the dream anymore .. can i ?

As a show said that if u did not do wrong anythings , u will not scare even though ghost meet u ... why i keep dream those scary and happy dream ? Am i doing somethings wrong ? sometime i cannot sleep for few days and i just force myself to sleep but end up just turn here n there on the bed whole night ....

What problem did i face of ? someone said i have over imaginative so that i always have dream and nightmare .. someone asked me did u go to see psychologists ? Am i really need ? Did i have those problems ? I also not understand what type of problems i have .... If i really go to psychologists then what should i say to the doctor when they ask me what problem u have ? I don't know what type of problems i have actually .. haha ... Maybe i m fine .... haha ...

This few days i keep have a same nightmare .... somethings that i will amnesia ....The feeling of never know a things , never know a person and never know who i am !!! This feeling is very very very scary !!! haiz .... What's wrong ? Am i really so scare to face this world ? I think i am not lolz . hahha ... why this dream keep coming to me ?

Actually i also dont know what problems i have .... someone asked go to temple to give god (lou dan) read by hokkien ! .. Is this can solve my problem ? aiks ... Hope this trouble will be disappear soon ... It is give me trouble for few years ! haiz ... Can i sleep well tonight pls ? haiz .... I really hope i can !!!

Aiks .. i dont know want to write what anymore .... end here ~~~

~ A miserable story ~

Recently , I found out a miserable love story ~~ This is a very touch story . She compose and sang a song to his bf ~~

A song composed by a 17 years old and she had passed away .... Play this song and read the story then u will know more detail and touch !



This is the lyric for this songs ...

English version

Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

Mandarin version

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。

This story had touched me deeply , don't you ? This story teached me a lesson ... Don't care whatever things happen around us , we have to appreciated all the things and peoples beside us !

~~ Father's day ~~

This is the 1st time we have a super duper nice father's day ~~ haha ... We never celebrate like this before ... haha ...

I and my bro cooked english dinner and i maked a durian cheesecake with chocolate fudge . Although we never learn how to cook a perfect english dinner but i think it is quite okay if don't criticised it ~ haha ...

Our dinner menu are :

1 salad and garlic bread
2 Roast chicken
3 cheese pasta with sausages
4 Roast potatoes
5 cheesy cauliflower and brocoli
6 durian cheesecake with chocolate fudge
7 wine lamb chops
8 wine

Are these menu delicious ? haha ... This is the 1st time we have english at our house ~

Here's some pictures ::
















































We don't take much photos for this day coz all of us busy eating ~~ hahaa ......

I wish all of the father's in this world " happy father's day "

~~ happy mother's day ~~

Today is a special day for all the mummy in this world ~~~ I wish all the mummy happy mother's day ~~ Hope all the mummy happy and healthy everyday ~~

My mummy's present was ? A song from me .. I sang a song to my mummy , a healthy set and treat her a delicious dinner .. haha ..

幸福的小女孩。。。

在一个家庭里，每一位孩子都是幸福的小孩. 在爸妈的眼里我们永远都是他们的宝贝，不管你曾经怎样伤害过他们，他们都会原谅你。这是每个孩子的优待吗？

我真的发现自己是这一个家的心肝宝贝。。 我在这个家是一个很幸福的小女孩。。。爸，妈，哥都很疼我。。。如果我有多一点兄弟姐妹多好。。哈哈。。 我发现只要我一开口，他们就会帮我。。我要什么都会有。 我真的发现我很幸福。。。 可能我是个很容易满足很容易开心的一位吧。。 不过我用了20年的时间才和家人的关系更进一步。。 以前和我最亲的却不是我家人，而是我朋友。。。 现在的我才是真真能体会到家人的爱和亲。。。

我还记得我小时是给别人顾的，不过只是白天。。。那个顾我的aunty每次带我去他家楼下的超市场。。。 还每次给我吃nasi lemak . 其实我有一点介意为什么我不能是自己爸妈顾呢。。 说真真的，不是很介意啦。。 只是有时会想为什么要给别人顾。。 哈哈。。。

我真的是这个家的心肝宝贝~~~幸福的小女孩～～～永远都是家里好～～

我真的是够幸运。。 如果我没认识到一个人。。。 可能现在的我还是以前的我。。现在的我，可以说是以前365'c变的我。。。 可以说全新的我。。。 没有他就没有现在的我。。。 谢谢他让我成长了。也能感受到爱了。。。 他永远都是我爱我疼我尊重的一位.....～～

我真得够幸运。。够幸福~~

我也学会了一点怎样去看人。。我是一位不管对方是怎样的一个人，只要他没做对不起我的事。我就会尽全力对他好的。。。我不会管他是用真心的对我好还是。。。现在的我，我知道谁是真心的对我好的。。　谁不会害我。。　要得到我的信任是很难，也可以说是很容易。和我做朋友是不是很容易？你们有看过我拒绝和人沟通和人做朋友吗？有看过我在别人有难的时候不帮忙？就算是和一个不认识的我都会帮。我也不懂为什么。。我很少拒绝人的，可以说是我不会吧。我笨gua．．．现在的我是很静对吗？和以前比起来真的是非常的静。。哈哈。。　你们知道谁在我心中是有地位的？哈哈。。。一旦住进了我心里，你就是会被我爱被我疼被我尊重一辈子的。。我不敢说下辈子。。我很肯定这辈子，和在我活着的一天，你永远都是幸福的。人是会犯错的，如果我错的话。请你给我机会改过。你的机会，会是我的光．．．

谢谢．．永远是个幸福的．．爱你们．．哈哈．．

忽然发现自己真的长大了。。。

忽然发现自己真的长大了。。。 真的长大了。。

我发现我真的很疼爱我身边的人。。。 我真的很爱我的家人和身边真真对我好的人。。。

在我妈妈生病的这个期间，我发现我真的长大了，也发现了他对我的重要性。。。 我既然会喂她吃东西 ， 帮她搓肚子，帮她按摩，帮他收拾家里，帮他买东西，帮她煮东西吃（可能我煮的食物不是很好吃，不过我能让他好好的休息和让她吃得好吃饱），还有很多很多我从来都没做的。。。 哈哈。。。

我真的很开心妈妈的病好了~~ 我非常的爱她~~

我也很希望她和妈妈的胃病从此消失。。　希望会身体健康。。开开心心～～

也希望全部人都能健健康康和开开心心。。。

希望她能玩得开开心心和平平安安～～

personality quiz ~~~

This is the website for personality quiz >> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

My results ~~

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Jealousy Level: 50%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy

You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

~~ 20th years old birthday ~~

I just passed my 20th years old birthday .... This year i have a meaningless birthday ... I am keep waiting something impossible . what am i waiting ? why i din feel any happy ? I have no mood to pass this birthday too . I seems like no pass my birthday ... I am not enjoying ... why ? aiks ... maybe because I cannot get what we said b4 ... so sad ~~

I realise that i still cannot chase you out from my heart !!! but .... why ? Say throw away then throw away meh ? haiz .... Maybe i really cannot forget what we did and said b4 ~~ Anyway hope u live happily ~~ Exam is coming ... Must jia you jia you ~~~ I have decide what you do i will always support as long as the thing is correct ~~ maybe u will feel everything is too late . rite ? but nevermind lah ... i will always support u , don't care what relationship we r ~~ haha ..

Happy birthday to myself ....

~~ an unhappy day ~~

Today i had opened new email account . I am not using kellylow89@hotmail.com anymore including msn .. I had created new 1 . If you want to know . please do not hesitate to ask .

kelly is depressed today . A stone is stuck on my heart . I cant breath . aiks ~~ I dont know why .. I really very unhappy ... but ....

I am going to birthday tomorrow .. i seems no mood to celebrate and also no think want buy cake or whatever .. aiks ... kelly is lost .. where u go ... what u hope and expect to have when you birthday ? now my answer is nothing . haiz ...

~~ last day teaching ~~

Today is the last day for me to become a temporary teacher in primary school ... I am expect that i will be teaching 40 class today but when i went in 4bt i just realise i am wrong .. I have mix 4bt and 4o students .. haha .. But today i had teach 4bt ... and the last class 40 students mix in 4bt class because is moral class .. They are very naughty but i still can accept .. they learn and play happily and i teached happily too although a bit tired after teaching them .. haha ...

I very miss teaching ... Feel like want to become a teacher but i have no credit in bm so .. aiks .. no chance ... haha ... anyway how i had experience to become a teacher ... I think this is a very nice experience .. it is worth for me to work with less salary ~~ haha

I hope i have chance to become a temporary teacher again because it is very nice ~~ haha ...

~~ A day off ~~

Today is public holiday so i have a day off .. I am so so so tired after 2 days teaching in primary school .. haha .. Today i am not feeling well and super tired .. luckily today have no school .. haha .. but i miss all those cute students . There are all very cute although they are naughty ... i like to teach them .. hehe ... miss them ...

I had find out actually become a teacher is a good choice also because it have satisfaction and this job is not easy to lost ... but i cant choose this line because my bm have no credit . aiks .... if not i will think to change to this line because it is quite nice job .. haha ..

I dont want to teach teenager because they are hard to teach ..I only want to teach standard 1 ,2 ,3 ... hehe .. they are very very cute .... miss them ~~

tomorrow is the last day for me to be a teacher in primary school .... i am so sad because tomorrow i have no class for standard 1 ,2,3 .. aiks ... i have to teach standard 4 .. sienz ~~~

第一次第一天

今天是第一次第一天当上了领教在小学。。 当学生们和我说老师早安。。 那个感觉怪怪的。。 真的很好笑。。。 很不习惯。。。 今天我叫了2k , 3m,1k ,4bt and also 6bt ... haha ... 我教了戴弘的妹妹。。 他真的很活泼也很大担。。。 他们那班同学真的很顽皮真的很像猴子。。。 他们也很大担。。 抢着要在前面唱歌和讲故事。。。很可爱。。。

2k班的同学更加活泼。。 真的让我无法忘记当时的快乐。。。 他们还要我不要走。。 还叫我一定要回来看他们。。。 真的很可爱。。。当老师的感觉还不错啦，不过我比较喜欢叫小孩。。。 4 和 6 年级的不好玩，因为他们不活泼。。 哈哈。。

今天我真的很累。。 课一节接一节不过还不错啦。。 很好玩。。 我还是很不习惯学生叫我老师。。。 哈哈。。

明天又被醒早早。。。 因为要去当老师。。 哈哈。。。

~~ 还以为~~

3月7日快到了。。。 这一天也是本小姐的生日。。 哈哈。。。 本来我还以为今年的生日会有惊喜，会有些特别，会有不同的感觉，会有很不同的生日。不过。。。。 这一些都没有了。。 变成了梦。。 好伤心啊！！！ 今年又要过一个很普通的生日。。 好闷好闷。。。 孤独的生日。。。 算了吧，明年会更好。。。 哈哈

我只是想要幸福。。 真的很难吗？希望明天一切一切一切一切都会更好更好。。 哈哈。。

终于勇敢了

今天的我，终于勇敢面对我和你在一起了不过现在的我们又不在一起了。我是不是很笨？等到一切都不是我的了才勇敢的面对。。对不起，我真的没有勇气让所有的人知道我已经和你在一起了。我知道你很介意为什么我的msn的照片一直都不换掉。一直都不放我和你的照片。。。真的很对不起我一直都没有勇气的面对。。现在的我已经勇敢了。。不过我们已经分开了。。就当我们有缘无分吧。。

会不会觉得很奇怪，我这个部落格都没有他和我的故事？因为我一直都不敢写。我也不知道为什么。。。算了吧。。。我的勇敢已经太迟了。。现在我就把他写下来。。。我会放这些代表我们的歌和照片。。我真的高兴被你爱过。。谢谢你一路来的照顾和陪伴。。。
　









































































































































































































































































周杰伦－说好的幸福呢；卓文萱－被你爱过我很快乐；
范玮琪－不要哭；卓文萱－一句话；梁文音－最幸福的事；
李圣杰－最近；陈慧琳－隐瞒；张信哲－从开始到现在；
张宇－伞下；梁静茹－每天第一件事；
为什么你要伤害一个爱你的人；王力宏－forever love;
马兆骏－我要的不多；苏永康－我只是想要幸福；
苏永康－男人不该让女人流泪；
萧敬腾&杨宗维－再见我的爱人；
苏永康－有人为你偷偷在哭；苏永康－爱一个人好难；
苏永康－我不是一个爱过就算的人；苏永康－sorry ；
凡人&张宇－朋友别哭；
苏永康－如果这是我爱你最好的距离；
苏永康－让懂你的人爱你；苏永康－相遇太早；
梁静茹－别再为她流泪；梁静茹－会呼吸的痛；
萧敬腾－原谅我；李玖哲－不完美；
故巨基&梁静茹－还是好朋友；五月天－突然好想你；
五月天－你不是真正的快乐；王力宏－kiss goodbye ；
神木舆瞳－为你而活；张栋梁－北极星的眼泪；
张敬轩－hurt so bad ；李圣杰－檫肩而过；
李圣杰－你那么爱她；李圣杰－手放开；李圣杰－痴心绝对；
别说我的眼泪你无所谓；leona lewis - bleeding love ；
陈洁仪－心痛；周杰伦－给我一首歌的时间；
林俊杰－小酒窝；潘裕文－夏雨诗；
Aerosmith -I don't wanna miss a thing；淘汰－陈奕讯

上面这些歌名的歌有在上面的youtube.如果你要听就按play,如果要听中间的歌又不想等那就按beside play那粒就可以看到有很多个在下面，就按你要的拿首吧。。这是我们伤心的歌。。本来是还有很多。。不过我觉得够了。一切都够了。一切都成为回忆了。。。大家都过自己的生活。。。那些礼物和照片我会把它收起来做纪念。。。我们的纪念品。。

人已人相处

人已人相处不是很容易的事，也可以说是很简单。。一切都是要看你肯为对方付出多少！

人已人相处有很多种。。１－朋友，２－好朋友，３－很要好的朋友，４－男女朋友，　５－老公老婆，６－敌人，７－不恨也不好的朋友《可以说没好感的朋友吧》。。　

朋友相处是很容易的。。只要做好自己应该做的事，不必很在乎对方的感受。。这样的相处是很简单的。。　一点都不会让对方心痛。。可以说开心多过伤心吧！！　

好朋友的相处可能也很容易因为对方都很肯为对方付出一些。对方都很了解对方要的是什么，也了解什么是因该做因该说。。　因为这样才不会伤害到对方。。。开心时就会和对方分享，不开心时也和对方分担。。。可是有时这一些朋友不是真心的。。很容易被一些东西打扰，然后从此就变成敌人或不恨也不好的朋友。。

很要好的朋友是对方都很关心对方，在对方最需要你时你都会陪他。。可以说有福同享有难同当。。为对方付出了都不会觉得后悔。。　肯为对方顶罪，不会让对方不开心。。　这样的相处是很难才能拥有的。在这世界上，有多少人会为了对方付出了一点都不在乎，永远都不会后悔。。不管有多少的破坏，都不会把这段感情分开。。。吵架后一下子就好回了。。这才是真真的很要好的朋友。互相相信对方。

男女朋友。。很肯为对方付出所有自己可以做的也肯付出自己不能做的事情。很想为对方做出一些可以让对方开心的事，给对方惊喜，所有为对方做的都是一厢情愿，永远不会后悔，一辈子都觉得是值得的。。　不管过后这份感情变成怎样，都会觉得为对方付出过的都很值得。。这份感情是最容易破掉也是很难相处的。。。会为对方心痛，开心，哭　。。这种感情是被会忍，让，包容，体谅，知足和相信对方。。如果你都不能做到就不要说你爱他。。因为你会伤害到他。。很多男女朋友分手后都不肯做朋友。。为什么？有一些是需要时间去适应没有了对方的日子。。有一些就认定对方做了伤害他们的事，所以就很他们。。可是你有没有想过为什么她要这样做。。你不要怪别人，先检讨自己。。在你恨对方之前请你想你们是否适合在一起？如果不适合为什么要勉强。可能你真的很爱她不过请记得如果他不爱你的话，为什么要勉强的在一起。１－你会觉得很伤心因为他一点都不在乎你所做的事情。。可能他只是在敷衍你。这样的感觉也是很不好受。２－她同情你不能坚强所以逼自己去和你在一起，这也不能开心得很久的。到了一个时候她一定会离开你。那时的你会更加不开心，更加心痛和伤心。请记得一个手是不能响的　。。错过是为了要找到更好的。不要认为对方为你付出的东西是理所当然的。人要学会知足也要学会面对。。决定在一起侯请不要轻易放弃对方因为可能你真的会后悔和失去一个很好很爱你的人。。各人都有各的好。也请不要给３岁都不会相信的理由。比如太快在一起了，不够了解对方。。。在你为对方付出以前请想清楚你是一厢情愿的付出还是不感不愿的付出。如果不是一厢情愿那就请不要付出。不要到最后把这当借口，说对方逼你。。　

老公老婆是最难最难相处的。。。每一对都会有幸福的时候也会要吵架的时候。。。只要对方肯让，忍，包容，体谅，知足和相信对方。如果做不到请不要随便给对方承诺。因为这份承诺是永远做不到何会伤害到对方。不要为了小小的事而离婚。所以在决定要求婚和结婚时，请多想想是否真的能忍，让，包容，体谅和知足。在结婚后请不要拿一些连３岁不会信的理由而离婚。比如太快在一起，不够了解对方或对方要你做的事情都是被逼的。希望天下的每一对夫妇都能永远快乐的在一起和幸福快乐。

敌人。。为什么我们会有敌人？我自己本人在想谁是我的敌人。。 我讨厌谁。。 我真的想不出。可能我没讨厌人吧。在我心目中每个人都是我的朋友和好朋友。。 我想说在你恨一个人之前，为什么不想想自己有多好，为什么不检讨自己？没有一个人是完美的。。 每一个人都有他们的好和不好。你们不觉得恨一个人很浪费力气吗？有没有听过。。 少一个敌人就是多一个朋友。。 现在你恨她，可能以后你真的需要他的帮忙？所以在你弄人，恨人时请想想。。。做人不要太过分。现在你怎样弄人，以后你就会被人弄回。会有报应的。

不好不恨的人是最容易相处的。看到时就打招呼，问问对方你好吗？。。　哈哈。。。

人已人相处不是很容易的事。很多事情我们都会遇到。。　我们要有心理准备可能明天，后天或过几天会有不同或很难的挑战。。我们真的要学会体谅，包容，相信，忍，让。。。。拿得起放得下。。。爱一个人就要用你真真的心，不要玩玩。。　因为一点都不好玩。

A legendary story

传说中 。。。。


为什么人会有男， 为什么人会有女？哈哈。。。

他们说以前当人还没出现时 ， 神很怕人以后会取代它们的位子。。。

所以就把人劈成2个。。。1 个是男， 1 个是女 。。。

为什么很多人的爱情很不顺利？因为他们还没找到被劈开的另一半。。。


人人都为了爱情烦恼。。人人都为了爱情伤心。。人人都为了爱情没心情。。

为什么？因为他们还没找到被劈开的另一半。。。。
　
天大地大。。。。要找回被劈开的另一半是很难很难，不过请不要灰心。。。
　
不要为了爱情而自杀。。　因为这些行为都很笨。。。　

伤心是不能避免的。。。　因为没伤心的人是没心没肺的人。。。

所以我们要知道错过是要找到真真被劈开的另一半。。。

不要为了一些无畏的人要生要死。。我们要活得开开心心。。。这样才不会对不

起自己。。。　　　

~~ i'm ready ~~

~~ I am ready return to single life ~~

I can manage my single life well again ... I am not suitable be with you .. Hope both of us can live happily without each others ... This can help us know what is important ... rite ?

We are best best friends forever << this is what i promised !! I will do it for you ~~
I will not boom ~~

yeah ... Today start i am free , i am available ... Available and single is write on my heart !! haha ...

~~~ single single ~~~ free free ~~~

第2天

没有你的第2天。。。

我的心情还是很不好。。 真的好伤心好伤心。。。

突然很想念你。。。

人人都告诉我你是出了名的花心，本来我还以为我能改变你。。
让你成为真真明白爱情是不能玩玩的，不过我做不到。真的对不起。。。

从今天起我不会在写第3，4，5，6，天没有你的日子了。。。

我们是永远的好朋友。。 记得有事没事都可以找我的。。。

我心里的话我觉得你是很清楚的。我是爱你的。。 不过我们还是要面对事情的发生。。
你是我永远爱的其中一个人。。 我们不能成为男女朋友。。 我们一定能成为好好的朋友。。

我们说好的幸福呢？ 怎么了，累了，哭了。。 爱到了终点就是痛了。。。 我们的开心和不开心都要变成回忆。。我们大家都不等我们说过的幸福了。。。。 这一些话就是说完就忘了对吗？全部只能当成回忆。。　

遥远的想你　空气真得很冷
很多次要让你知道，有人为你偷偷在哭
为了在多的苦都能忍
你的心没全交给我　。。。　我在为你偷偷在哭。。。　

想不到任何东西能把我对你的真心告诉你，我想我不聪明，你还是那么的美，就好像是我生命中完美的。
做过的梦若来不及实现。。。　我还以为我们能生活在一起。。　我还梦到我为你做早餐，　午餐，晚餐，下午茶，消夜。。　不过我还来不及告诉你　。。。　我还梦到我们有了孩子。。　我还为你们做了很大粒的蛋糕因为是我们的宝贝生日。。。。　不过这一切一切都只是梦。。　梦醒了就被面对现实了。。。。　我还是想说我永远都会在这里想着你和我的回忆，　虽然很少很少我还是会永远想着他。。。。　

我们的一切一切就这样结速了。。。。　再见了我的爱人。。。。　

被你爱过我真得很快了。。。　请原谅我的一切一切。。。谢谢。。。。　

第一天

没有他的第一天，我发现我真的好伤心好伤心。 我真的没想到我们会走到这一步。

我一直在等。。。。 我到底在等什么？

我一点都不知道为什么。。。　为什么爱一个人是这么难？

我一直看时间,他醒了吗?今天他都会做什么?如果没错他今天要交assignment . 希望他一却都很好．

离开了我的第一天，会不会感觉到比较开心？我知道你会比较开心的．．．　

发现自己好失败。。

今天我终于发现自己好失败。
原来我一直很努力很努力做好我应该做的东西都是没用的。。
我到底应该怎样做才是好的？
不管我做什么都是不好的。做这样不能，做那样不能！！
为什么你们不能在我这边为我想想。。 我的心不是用铁做的。
我的心就好像豆腐一样。。 很容易破掉～～
我真的很希望有人会站在我这边想想我。。　
我已经改了很多，也做了很多我能做的。为什么你们就认为是不够？
我已经快奔溃了。

你们是不会了解为什么。。　因为原因永远就会在我心里。。。　

到底该这么做？难道真的要我做会几年前的我才甘愿？
那时的我真的才不管！！！

All the foods i cooked ~~

egg tart ~~
















Crab meat cake ~~

















chicken and roasted pork rice ~~~ Rice is chichken rice ~

















Love shape cornflakes cookies ....















Lemon cheese cake ~~
















sushi ~~















Roasted pork ~~















butter cake ~

~~~ busying ~~~

I dont have time to update my blog and the line so so so slow . I want to upload photo also no mood coz the line is too slow !! but i will upload soon ~~ haha ...

I am busying sms and chatting .. no time blog dy !! haha ....