幸福的小女孩。。。

在一个家庭里，每一位孩子都是幸福的小孩. 在爸妈的眼里我们永远都是他们的宝贝，不管你曾经怎样伤害过他们，他们都会原谅你。这是每个孩子的优待吗？

我真的发现自己是这一个家的心肝宝贝。。 我在这个家是一个很幸福的小女孩。。。爸，妈，哥都很疼我。。。如果我有多一点兄弟姐妹多好。。哈哈。。 我发现只要我一开口，他们就会帮我。。我要什么都会有。 我真的发现我很幸福。。。 可能我是个很容易满足很容易开心的一位吧。。 不过我用了20年的时间才和家人的关系更进一步。。 以前和我最亲的却不是我家人，而是我朋友。。。 现在的我才是真真能体会到家人的爱和亲。。。

我还记得我小时是给别人顾的，不过只是白天。。。那个顾我的aunty每次带我去他家楼下的超市场。。。 还每次给我吃nasi lemak . 其实我有一点介意为什么我不能是自己爸妈顾呢。。 说真真的，不是很介意啦。。 只是有时会想为什么要给别人顾。。 哈哈。。。

我真的是这个家的心肝宝贝~~~幸福的小女孩～～～永远都是家里好～～

我真的是够幸运。。 如果我没认识到一个人。。。 可能现在的我还是以前的我。。现在的我，可以说是以前365'c变的我。。。 可以说全新的我。。。 没有他就没有现在的我。。。 谢谢他让我成长了。也能感受到爱了。。。 他永远都是我爱我疼我尊重的一位.....～～

我真得够幸运。。够幸福~~

我也学会了一点怎样去看人。。我是一位不管对方是怎样的一个人，只要他没做对不起我的事。我就会尽全力对他好的。。。我不会管他是用真心的对我好还是。。。现在的我，我知道谁是真心的对我好的。。　谁不会害我。。　要得到我的信任是很难，也可以说是很容易。和我做朋友是不是很容易？你们有看过我拒绝和人沟通和人做朋友吗？有看过我在别人有难的时候不帮忙？就算是和一个不认识的我都会帮。我也不懂为什么。。我很少拒绝人的，可以说是我不会吧。我笨gua．．．现在的我是很静对吗？和以前比起来真的是非常的静。。哈哈。。　你们知道谁在我心中是有地位的？哈哈。。。一旦住进了我心里，你就是会被我爱被我疼被我尊重一辈子的。。我不敢说下辈子。。我很肯定这辈子，和在我活着的一天，你永远都是幸福的。人是会犯错的，如果我错的话。请你给我机会改过。你的机会，会是我的光．．．

谢谢．．永远是个幸福的．．爱你们．．哈哈．．

忽然发现自己真的长大了。。。

忽然发现自己真的长大了。。。 真的长大了。。

我发现我真的很疼爱我身边的人。。。 我真的很爱我的家人和身边真真对我好的人。。。

在我妈妈生病的这个期间，我发现我真的长大了，也发现了他对我的重要性。。。 我既然会喂她吃东西 ， 帮她搓肚子，帮她按摩，帮他收拾家里，帮他买东西，帮她煮东西吃（可能我煮的食物不是很好吃，不过我能让他好好的休息和让她吃得好吃饱），还有很多很多我从来都没做的。。。 哈哈。。。

我真的很开心妈妈的病好了~~ 我非常的爱她~~

我也很希望她和妈妈的胃病从此消失。。　希望会身体健康。。开开心心～～

也希望全部人都能健健康康和开开心心。。。

希望她能玩得开开心心和平平安安～～

personality quiz ~~~

This is the website for personality quiz >> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

My results ~~

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Jealousy Level: 50%

You harbor hidden feelings of jealousy

You easily get jealous of other people, but you manage to control your expressions and emotions. For instance, when a close friend tells you that she has met the man of her dreams, you might sincerely say to her "Congratulations!", but what you're really thinking is "You're so lucky! Why can't I be you?"

~~ 20th years old birthday ~~

I just passed my 20th years old birthday .... This year i have a meaningless birthday ... I am keep waiting something impossible . what am i waiting ? why i din feel any happy ? I have no mood to pass this birthday too . I seems like no pass my birthday ... I am not enjoying ... why ? aiks ... maybe because I cannot get what we said b4 ... so sad ~~

I realise that i still cannot chase you out from my heart !!! but .... why ? Say throw away then throw away meh ? haiz .... Maybe i really cannot forget what we did and said b4 ~~ Anyway hope u live happily ~~ Exam is coming ... Must jia you jia you ~~~ I have decide what you do i will always support as long as the thing is correct ~~ maybe u will feel everything is too late . rite ? but nevermind lah ... i will always support u , don't care what relationship we r ~~ haha ..

Happy birthday to myself ....

~~ an unhappy day ~~

Today i had opened new email account . I am not using kellylow89@hotmail.com anymore including msn .. I had created new 1 . If you want to know . please do not hesitate to ask .

kelly is depressed today . A stone is stuck on my heart . I cant breath . aiks ~~ I dont know why .. I really very unhappy ... but ....

I am going to birthday tomorrow .. i seems no mood to celebrate and also no think want buy cake or whatever .. aiks ... kelly is lost .. where u go ... what u hope and expect to have when you birthday ? now my answer is nothing . haiz ...

~~ last day teaching ~~

Today is the last day for me to become a temporary teacher in primary school ... I am expect that i will be teaching 40 class today but when i went in 4bt i just realise i am wrong .. I have mix 4bt and 4o students .. haha .. But today i had teach 4bt ... and the last class 40 students mix in 4bt class because is moral class .. They are very naughty but i still can accept .. they learn and play happily and i teached happily too although a bit tired after teaching them .. haha ...

I very miss teaching ... Feel like want to become a teacher but i have no credit in bm so .. aiks .. no chance ... haha ... anyway how i had experience to become a teacher ... I think this is a very nice experience .. it is worth for me to work with less salary ~~ haha

I hope i have chance to become a temporary teacher again because it is very nice ~~ haha ...

~~ A day off ~~

Today is public holiday so i have a day off .. I am so so so tired after 2 days teaching in primary school .. haha .. Today i am not feeling well and super tired .. luckily today have no school .. haha .. but i miss all those cute students . There are all very cute although they are naughty ... i like to teach them .. hehe ... miss them ...

I had find out actually become a teacher is a good choice also because it have satisfaction and this job is not easy to lost ... but i cant choose this line because my bm have no credit . aiks .... if not i will think to change to this line because it is quite nice job .. haha ..

I dont want to teach teenager because they are hard to teach ..I only want to teach standard 1 ,2 ,3 ... hehe .. they are very very cute .... miss them ~~

tomorrow is the last day for me to be a teacher in primary school .... i am so sad because tomorrow i have no class for standard 1 ,2,3 .. aiks ... i have to teach standard 4 .. sienz ~~~

第一次第一天

今天是第一次第一天当上了领教在小学。。 当学生们和我说老师早安。。 那个感觉怪怪的。。 真的很好笑。。。 很不习惯。。。 今天我叫了2k , 3m,1k ,4bt and also 6bt ... haha ... 我教了戴弘的妹妹。。 他真的很活泼也很大担。。。 他们那班同学真的很顽皮真的很像猴子。。。 他们也很大担。。 抢着要在前面唱歌和讲故事。。。很可爱。。。

2k班的同学更加活泼。。 真的让我无法忘记当时的快乐。。。 他们还要我不要走。。 还叫我一定要回来看他们。。。 真的很可爱。。。当老师的感觉还不错啦，不过我比较喜欢叫小孩。。。 4 和 6 年级的不好玩，因为他们不活泼。。 哈哈。。

今天我真的很累。。 课一节接一节不过还不错啦。。 很好玩。。 我还是很不习惯学生叫我老师。。。 哈哈。。

明天又被醒早早。。。 因为要去当老师。。 哈哈。。。

~~ 还以为~~

3月7日快到了。。。 这一天也是本小姐的生日。。 哈哈。。。 本来我还以为今年的生日会有惊喜，会有些特别，会有不同的感觉，会有很不同的生日。不过。。。。 这一些都没有了。。 变成了梦。。 好伤心啊！！！ 今年又要过一个很普通的生日。。 好闷好闷。。。 孤独的生日。。。 算了吧，明年会更好。。。 哈哈

我只是想要幸福。。 真的很难吗？希望明天一切一切一切一切都会更好更好。。 哈哈。。