sick day ...

Today i went to doctor lee .. and end up with these medicine ...
ish !! so hate lei !!
















When i see this medicine i feel bo lak coz i hate medicine . haha ...
sleep sleep ~~~

~ 2 days trips at kl ~

wah , i am feel drunk when i m on the way to kl .. haha .. My bro drive and i sleep ~~~ hahaha .... That night i am having a very nice dinner which i din eat b4 .. haha .. My bro brought me to puchong and ate shabu shabu ... wah very very nice ah ~~ hehehe ....

The next day my bro brought me to old town for breakfast after i submit my visa application .At night we went to sri petaling pasar malam .. This trip to kl i tried all new foods ~~ The feeling so nice .... We bought a lots of nice foods and back to hotel to having our buffet . hahaha ....

I am so full ... haha ...

~ father's birthday ~

Today is my father and birthday ... 12 july ....Happy birthday to them ~~~

In the morning we went to had some breakfast with my father . After that we went to busy our stuff and bought some wine & secret recipe cake .

We bought 2 cake and we made it 1 cake with different flavor .. haha ... <> At night we celebrate my father birthday .. I and cj washed the squids , prawns , made wanton and fried yam . Other things we don't know how to wash and all these done by my mum . haha ...

Tonight we are very happy and this is the 1st time i drunk ... It is so terrible feeling coz i keep feel i'm turn turn turn with 360'c and bone very pain .. haha .. Is this sweet 1st and then bitter ? hahaha .... I drunk for 2 days ... so sakit .. haha ....




























































































Tomorrow morning drive to kl ~~~~ Applying my visa to uk !! haha ...

~ A day job ~ 1/7/09

Yesterday i got a mission to complete at politeknik terengganu .... What mission is that ? I went there to be a boss for lease houses ... haha ...

This is the 1st job with a lots money in my life ~~ I got a lots of experience there while doing this job .. haha ...

















This is what i made today .. haha .. A lots isn't it ? haha .... I used up 5 hours to finished count and clip the receipt with form !! haha ....

~~ A very strange dream ~~

I remember some of the dream i made yesterday ... It is very strange dream ... I am not sure what is the purpose of these dream and i am sure this dream would not happen in my life but it is truth that i am very willing to do somethings to the person i care even though is a dangerous things ...

The person i really care in my life , i known this person as 'A' ... 'A' birthday is coming so i decide to get somethings 'A' like but this things are very difficult to get it .... It have to go through a very dangerous way to get it ... I am going for it to get this things ... Before 'A' birthday , 'A' is misunderstand that i am doing bad things and 'A' is very angry with me but 'A' does not know i done all these things because of 'A' . I am keep quite and get scold by 'A' until 'A' birthday then i cannot remember what is going on . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . ..
What is the story at the end ??

I am not sure what is the purpose of the dream ....I don't know why these dream come to me .... I don't know why i cannot have a good sleep every day ..... why ?

aiks .... Dreaming and nightmare for me is normal now .....

~~ the hardest post ~~

This is the hardest post i wrote for few days and think for few days .... Why this post is the hardest ? Can i know what problem i have ? I cannot have a good sleep every night ... The scary and happy dream is keep coming to me every night , every hours and every second when i am sleeping... All of these dream was very strange .. I think it is strange because in the real world it would not happen !

Why i feel myself got problems ? Did any 1 try b4 every day , every night and every second the dream is keep coming ...This problems are giving me trouble for few years ...Every night i can dream 5 to 6 different dream ... After a then b then c then d until i jump up the bed ... I feel scary about sleep back sometime coz i dont want to have the dream anymore .. can i ?

As a show said that if u did not do wrong anythings , u will not scare even though ghost meet u ... why i keep dream those scary and happy dream ? Am i doing somethings wrong ? sometime i cannot sleep for few days and i just force myself to sleep but end up just turn here n there on the bed whole night ....

What problem did i face of ? someone said i have over imaginative so that i always have dream and nightmare .. someone asked me did u go to see psychologists ? Am i really need ? Did i have those problems ? I also not understand what type of problems i have .... If i really go to psychologists then what should i say to the doctor when they ask me what problem u have ? I don't know what type of problems i have actually .. haha ... Maybe i m fine .... haha ...

This few days i keep have a same nightmare .... somethings that i will amnesia ....The feeling of never know a things , never know a person and never know who i am !!! This feeling is very very very scary !!! haiz .... What's wrong ? Am i really so scare to face this world ? I think i am not lolz . hahha ... why this dream keep coming to me ?

Actually i also dont know what problems i have .... someone asked go to temple to give god (lou dan) read by hokkien ! .. Is this can solve my problem ? aiks ... Hope this trouble will be disappear soon ... It is give me trouble for few years ! haiz ... Can i sleep well tonight pls ? haiz .... I really hope i can !!!

Aiks .. i dont know want to write what anymore .... end here ~~~

~ A miserable story ~

Recently , I found out a miserable love story ~~ This is a very touch story . She compose and sang a song to his bf ~~

A song composed by a 17 years old and she had passed away .... Play this song and read the story then u will know more detail and touch !



This is the lyric for this songs ...

English version

Before I close my eyes for the last time
I wish to tell you I love you
In your embrace, don't wish to let go
In my heart, thousands of words I have yet to tell you
I used all my strength to keep my eyes from closing
After this farewell, there will be no more meetings, no more can I be by your side
But please don't forget
You promised me you will live on as well as you can

I'm leaving first, leaving for a faraway place
I won't be able to watch the sunrise with you anymore
I won't be able to wait for dawn
Erasing all the memories, is not an easy thing
But life & death are predestined, don't be too sad

Mandarin version

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。

This story had touched me deeply , don't you ? This story teached me a lesson ... Don't care whatever things happen around us , we have to appreciated all the things and peoples beside us !

~~ Father's day ~~

This is the 1st time we have a super duper nice father's day ~~ haha ... We never celebrate like this before ... haha ...

I and my bro cooked english dinner and i maked a durian cheesecake with chocolate fudge . Although we never learn how to cook a perfect english dinner but i think it is quite okay if don't criticised it ~ haha ...

Our dinner menu are :

1 salad and garlic bread
2 Roast chicken
3 cheese pasta with sausages
4 Roast potatoes
5 cheesy cauliflower and brocoli
6 durian cheesecake with chocolate fudge
7 wine lamb chops
8 wine

Are these menu delicious ? haha ... This is the 1st time we have english at our house ~

Here's some pictures ::
















































We don't take much photos for this day coz all of us busy eating ~~ hahaa ......

I wish all of the father's in this world " happy father's day "