busy + tired ~

~ busy busy & tired tired ~

~ busy busy & tired tired ~

~ busy busy & tired tired ~

~ busy busy & tired tired ~

~ busy busy & tired tired ~

~ tired ~

I am very very tired . really tired ..

~ bless ~

Bless my cousin get well soon ~

Hope mummy will be free , healthy ..

A very hard day for me .... Study study study study !!!!

~~ buffet ~~

Today we planned to go Milton Keynes to have dim sum at Taipan but on the way to Taipan we saw a Red Hot World buffet !! ( It is opposite Taipan restaurant ) ... haha ~~ 3rd of us wah ~~ We said buffet restaurant had finished renovate ... Then we look at the buffet advertisement board . Wah !!!! 150 dishes include Italian , Chinese , Indian , English , Cajun and Mexican .... Then we said change place change place .. Here is nice , more choices and cheaper than dim sum ... Then we said see the dishes only decide .. It is a lots of choices ... 150 dishes !! wah lao eh ..It is very attractive !! It is very beautiful restaurant ~~ then we decide to eat the buffet ..

At last we are extremely full !! hahaha .... The foods are very nice .. yummy yummy ~~

Mummy u have lost the chance to try this nice world buffet ... Next time u come , we go together .. haha ... It is very nice ~~

some pictures ~~












~ strawberry and lemon cheese cake .. yummy ~











~ pannacota ~











~ buffet ~

~~ the feeling of skiping class ~~

Today i had skipped my class .. This could be a very happy day for me because i don't have to wake up earlier and go to the boring class but i am not happy at all ... I cannot sleep well .... I planned not to study and enjoy for the whole day but once it come to evening i have a very scary feeling that about my exam so i take out the question book and try answer the question and planned to ask my aunt whether i have answer the question correctly either ....

I have answer wrongly but my answer have some point on it ... aiks .. I am very sad and confused on how can i answer correctly and understand all the syllabus !!! I am very very sad .... I am very very stupid ....stress !!!!

left 3 weeks to prepare 20 chapters !! In this 20 chapters i only know 1 part of it ... aiks ... Can i manage to finish in this 3 weeks ???? kelly !!! Are you going to continue your lazy ?? Am i lazy ?? I had study from 8am until 5pm !!! Is it still lazy ??? I don't know what is the purposed for me to study that much ? I am really sad and feel very stress in certain reason ... I am really feel my world is dark in the moment because i am very stress in this subject !! struggling in many things in this subject !!!

What i think now is I don't want to grow up !!!

我不想长大 ..( I don't want to grow up )

我不想长大不想不想长大
I don't want to grow up , i really don't want to
长大以后世界就没有花
once i am grow up , i have no colorful world
我不想长大真的很不想
I don't want to grow up ! I really don't want to
我宁愿永远又傻又笨
I rather to be stupid and silly forever
我不想长大真的很不想
I really don't hope to be grow up
长大以后我会失去我小时候拥有的快乐
I had lost my happiness once i grow up
我真的好想回去小时候
I hope to be small kid forever
那时的我真的一点烦恼都没有
I have no worried at all when i am small
我好回去天真愚蠢的我
I want to go back when i am naive and stupid
我不想不想很不想的长大
I hope i am not going to grow up forever !!

I want to be a kid forever !!!!

sandwiches day ~~

Today is sandwiches day because my breakfast and lunch is sandwiches !!!!
haha .. The sandwiches are made by ???? of course is me lah !!! hahaha ... It is quite nice ~~ haha ...

At night my aunt and i prepared party foods for my aunt tomorrow office party ~~~ I and kor keep curi makan .. haha .. yummy yummy ~~~ haha ....

I will live happily and try my best in my studies ~~

Hope i have chance to pass the exam ~~~ jia you kelly ~~ don't give up oh ~~

~ yeah ~

I am very scare because 5th of december is coming . I am going to face a very scary 2 hours .. After that i am going to holiday but can i enjoy on that day ? I don't think so .. I am double , triple and ..... scare and sad !!!

I had try my best in this 2 month + but i still know nothings . Today ... i know how to answer a question !! yeah .. i am happy although i know a question does not give me many marks . It is only 10 marks .. but i am very happy that at last i know how to answer 1 question .. I hope i will know how to answer the 2nd ,3rd ,4th ,5th and so on ..... God please help me ..

I promised myself this weekend start i want to study .. I hope i can do it !! I hope i don't give up ... I hope i can try my best to do ..

~~ feeling ~~

I miss you ~ I miss every things ..

I am sad ~ I am crying ..

I am stress ~ I am worry ..

I am alone ~ I am scare ..

~~ a very complicated mood .. ~~

I have a complicated mood ... I had try my best to do but i realise that i cant .. aiks .. I really hope i can but i cant .. I really don't know what to do ... aiks .. sad sad ...

Stupid mood ..

~~ sien sien sien ~~

I am very bored .. I am bored till don't know what to do ... Sien ...

Boring !!! Boring !!! Boring !!!

A very sick day !!

aiks .. I have a very terrible day .. I am sick , my mouth was very sour .. yier ...
I got headache ... Is because of the knock ? Maybe is maybe not because i can touch my head already .. I just cannot press the specific place because it is still have a little bit pain .. haha .. But i think it is much okay than b4 ~~ hehe ...

Kelly got a very sick heart ... I had realise a lots of things is not suitable me including the course i study now ... It is very unsuitable to me .. I am very upset ... I have a sense of inferiority . I feel sorry to those peoples who think that i can ... I am very sorry because i cannot do it .. I had try very hard but now i know that it is too hard for me and it is not suitable me ... Anyway how , i will try my best with the stress .. Hopefully , i can beat down all the exam and get into qualified as soon as possible ..

A lots of people will said : Don't care you pass or failed ,as long as you have try your best . This is probably 3rd parties will say ... Same to me , i will tell my friends this as well ... Actually this advise does not help a lots but it can let people feel that you are still get support .... Is this good for hear ? haha .. For me , i don't think so . I don't like people keep remind me study , and exam is coming . I hate this now !!!!!

1 more month !! 4 weeks ~~~ I am going to jump from the most high mountain !!! I am very worry but i'm still do nothings ... Am i study hard ? aiks ... Why i still don't know at all ?? haiz ....

I am super stupid in study !!! Stupid kelly ~~

Stupid Kelly jia you ~~~

1 time cannot then try 2nd time ... 2nd time cannot try 3rd time ... you have 10 years to qualified !!! Maximum 10 years ~~~

~~ halloween ~~

Tired + sick + cold ~~
Today i am extremely tired and cold .. My bone is very pain ... aiks ...






















Before go to college ... 7 layer's Today !!!! haha .. I am very fat rite ? haha ... I am super heavy and bag is very heavy as well .. hahaha ...

















Is me is me .. Before go to college ~~
















Frozen car ~~ haha .... Frozen without freezer .. haha ... It is free freezer .. haha .. We decide to put all the freezer foods outside the house so that we can save the money not to buy freezer .. hahaha ... Our suggestion !! hahaha ....





















My breakfast .... egg mayo , sweet corn and ham sandwiches prepared by me ... haha ...







































* Guess how we get this ?? haha ... This is 100% pure Nando's extra hot chili source .. haha ... Remember , this nando's source does not sell in the market !!! It's extremely funny !! haha ...

~~ unlucky + sad + tired day ~~

I am super tired this few days ~ I cannot concentrate at all in the class .. I feel sleepy every second ... Am i not feeling well ? I feel have a little but not sick at all .. haha ... Probably just lazy ~~ haha ....

Today i am super unlucky !!! aiks .. I had dropped my 10 pound .... :'( .... Super super sad ~~ aiks ....

Unlucky + Sad + Tired !!!

~ A very beautiful dream ~

Today i woke up at 5am and i though it is 6am .. haha ... I am really blur .. I had forget to change my hp time go back an hours .. haha ..

Outside is really beautiful .. I like the snow scenery very much ~~ I took some photo b4 go to college ~ haha ...

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This is what we do in this morning !!! ~ haha .

~~ b4 go to college ~~

I plan to draw somethings on the snow this morning but ... i cant draw it ... aiks .. .sad ~~ haha .. But she know i love her until maximum already .. hahaha ....

It is extremely cold !!! -3'c ... I am ice while waiting the train .. All part of my body is become ice and very pain .. haha ... cold ~~Today is the 1st time i din't sleep in the train while go to college because outside is really beautiful .. I am watching the scenery and thinking of .. haha ... Who will be share this happy with me in the future ? haha ... Will us have chance ? haha ... Hopefully ~~~ haha ...

Today i cannot concentrate at all .. From the class start until the end , i am sleepy ... but my brain still working in the class ... I am in the class for whole day but my heart is fly away to other places !! aiks .... so cham ... haha ...Maybe i am really tired ~~ haha

Guess how many layer i wear today ? haha ....

Sleeping !! Sleeping ~~ Sleeping ^^

~ snowing ~

I have 2 mood today ...
sad + happy ~~
In the morning i feel that i am really lazy to study but i have to study so i hate it !! And it is really cold ... only 1'c !!! How can i survive ? I turn on the heating but i am still very cold ...

In the afternoon , i phone my lovely ... We chat for a while then i watched my drama and chatting with my friends .. At this time i change to be a happy gal because i am really forget what my stress is ..

After my dinner , we realised that outside is snowing .. That time i am very happy because i like snow a lots .. I love snow .. It is extremely cold .. 0'c but i am still loving it ~~~ haha ... I like a little gal play around in the garden and outside of my house ~~ I love snow ... Thanks god for giving me this good present to cheer me up ~ I love you ... Return back to my memory , i had play the snow with my lovely b4 ... I really miss the day we play together .. I had keep it in my heart as a part of my sweet memory ~~ I know you will not read this but i still want to write .. I love you my lovely .. Hope to meet you soon ~~ you're my lovely forever ~~ muacks ...















snow is covered the grass .. Our footprints ... haha ...















we are trying do a love shape on the grass ? Can you see it ? haha ...
















Is me is me ~~ I am turn round while snowing ~~ I love snow a lots ~~ while i see snow i can become little gal ~~ kid ~~ haha ...















~ my aunt car ... It is covered by the snow ~~ haha ... Tomorrow morning we have to clear the snow b4 we can drive it out ~~ hahaha ... Have to wake up earlier in the morning if not cannot go to train station on time ~~ haha ....















Is me .. After i take my shower because i am wet with the snow ~~ haha ... It is extremely cold .. I am sitting on the window .. It is extremely high .. I am sitting there for ?? haha .. watched the snow and think of .... haha .....















Is me again .. haha .. I am fat in this picture rite ? haha ...















kelly is fat ~~ haha ... i only wear 2 t-shirt and 1 normal jacket .. I am very cold .. My big jacket is hang near the heater because it is wet with the snow and tomorrow i want to wear to the college ~~ haha ..















I draw my name in the love on the snow ~~
It is extremely beautiful but the picture is not clear !! :'(
































































After took my shower and sit on the window ~~~























A house view from the window ~

My aunt car view from the window ....

I am very very happy that today is snowing !! It is really unexpected because it is too early for snowing ! haha ... By the way , i love it very much ~~ I love snow ! Snow can make me forget every things . It can make me be a little gal ... I will play around with the snow without feel the cold .. haha ... I love it although it is extremely cold ~~ I love snow ~~

~ my nice memory ~~