~~ 3rd days of weekday ~~

Itchy mouth ~~

Today my mouth is very itchy ... haha ... I'm thinking of eating every second . I had fried mee , sausages , minced pork with kidney bean , 2 drumsticks , fries , wedges , nuggets , fish fingers , chocolate cake , 4 types of chocolate , 5 big brunches of grapes , 10 strawberries , 1 small orange and 1 apple ..

fried mee , 2 drumsticks , 2 sausages , minced pork with kidney beans .....Isn't it impossible i can finish it ? haha ....

2 fish fingers , 3 nuggets , wedges and fries ...

chocolates ~~~

No others pictures have been take because all is inside my stomach .. haha ... I'm so full ... hahaha ....

Ah !! My head ..
My head is very pain . I cannot touch my head ,cannot wash my hair with a little bit energy , cannot comb my hair ...... but i have to do all of this ... When i do all of this , i will bite my hand to bear the pain ... aduh .... This morning i'm blind for few minutes ..... I don't know why .... aiks ...will this come again ? I don't want to have this problems again .. I'm scare to stay in dark ~~

Will this cause me amnesia ? Is me going to be more happy after this ? Is the unlucky will go away after this ? I can escape from reality if i'm amnesia but i don't want to forget some of my dream ~~ haha ... Am i dreaming ? hahaha ... of course lah !! If i'm amnesia how come i will write this post ? hahaha ... I like to dreaming !! hehe ... After read this , are u going to take somethings to knocked me ? hahaha ....I think you want to ... hahaha ....I am the person like to dreaming and escape from the reality ~~~ hahaha ~~~

~~ need some laugh ?? ~~

Ways To Turn Down Unwanted Men !!!

H3 : Can I buy you a drink ?
Sh3 : Actually i rather to have the money .

H3 : I'm a photographer . I've been looking for a face like yours .
Sh3 : I'm a plastic surgeon . I've been looking for a face like yours .

H3 : Hi , Didn't we go on a date once ? Or was it twice ?
Sh3 : Must have been once , I never make the same mistake twice .

H3 : How did you get to be so beautiful ?
Sh3: I must have been given your share .

H3 : Will you go out with me this Saturday ?
Sh3 : Sorry , I'm having a headache this weekend .

H3 : Your face must turn a few heads .
Sh3 : And your face must turn a few stomachs .

H3 : Go on , don't be shy . Ask me out .
Sh3 : okay , get out .

H3 : I think i could make you very happy .

Sh3 : Why ? Are you leaving ?

H3 : What would you say if i asked you to marry me ?
Sh3 : Nothing , I can't talk and laugh at the same time .

H3 : Can i have your name ?
Sh3 : Why ? Don't you already have one ?

H3 : Shall we go see a movie ?
Sh3 : I have already seen it .

H3 : Where have you been all my life ?
Sh3 : Hiding from you .

H3 : Haven't I seen you some place before ?
Sh3 : Yes , That's why I don't go there anymore .

H3 : Is this seat empty ?
Sh3 : Yes , and this one will be if you sit down .

H3 : So, what do you do for a living ?
Sh3 : I'm a female impersonator .

H3 : Hey baby , what's your sign ?
Sh3 : Do not enter .

H3 : Your body is like a temple .
Sh3 : Sorry , there are no services today .

H3 : If i could see you naked . I'd die happily .
Sh3 : If i saw you naked , i'd probably die laughing .

~ 2nd day of weekday ~

Today ... Today ... Today !!

As usual shower , eat ,study , on9 and watching film ... This is what i always do when i don't have class . Isn't it very bored ? yeah , i think so . It is 100% bored and stress ..

My head has a ping pong ball . It is very pain . haiz ... Pain is increasing from 50 to 100 .. very very pain ah !! haiz ..

Boring day , stressful day , painful day ~~

~ i got 18 marks ~

Are you a good wife or good husband ?

你 是不是一個好老婆？

許多女人都認為自己結婚後一定會是個百分百的好老婆，可是男人可不見得也會給予相同評
價！維納斯特地設計了以下測驗，請男生拿給另一半，或者女生自己測測看，了解一下你將來或現在成為好老婆的機率有多高！

測驗開始：將每一題得到的分數加起來，再對照測驗結果。


A：1分 B：2分 C：3分

1 你的男性朋 友是否很多？

A 不多，很少跟男生講話。
B 很多，常常有許多的異性朋友。
C 不多，不過通常都很熟。

2 遇見有人跟你搭訕，想跟你做朋友，你會：

A做朋友無妨呀，反正也不可能給他佔到什麼便宜。
B 停下腳步，看看他到底想做什麼。
C 不理他，我有我自己的生活圈。

3 自己有傷心事，你是否喜歡跟姊妹淘們訴說？

A Of course。朋友就是在這種時候才派上用場的。
B 除非很悶，否則不會主動提起。
C 完全不會。我不喜歡人家知道我的心事。

4 你最討厭男孩子有什麼壞習慣？

A 抽煙喝酒，一些不良的壞習慣。
B 喜歡跟女生哈啦，到處留情展現男子氣概。
C 脾氣暴躁，固執難溝通。

5 一定要你主動追男生，你會選擇的作法是：

A 到處出現在他面前，等他自動上鉤。
B 寫信，Email或即時通， 只敢間接告白。
C 直接大方去跟他做朋友。

6 覺得自己是個什麼都不會的女生？

A 當然，女子無才便是德。
B 還沒那麼慘啦，破船總有三分釘。
C 我才不會那樣，我最痛恨大男人主義。

7 突然自己心儀的偶像就出現在你身邊不遠處，你會：

A害羞躲起來，事後再後悔沒衝過去跟他聊天握手要簽名。
B 把握機會馬上過去！錯過這次再等五百年！
C可能很開心，不過不會有太多動作，錯過也沒什麼好可惜的。

8 你平常是否喜歡閱讀一些愛情小說或是愛情專家寫的文章？

A少來！每個人的際遇不同，他們寫的東西在我眼中是垃圾。
B很迷。尤其自己常常遇到困擾，可以從中得到不少助益。
C盡信書不如無書。我會看可是也不可能全盤接受！

診 斷分析

8~12分： 好老婆機率 30%

不是說你不是好老婆，而是你愛自己更愛你老公。可能是認識
的人少，又或者生活圈單純，所以你緊緊地繫著另一半，不願意他有太多無法預測的事情發生。我建議你可以多和姊妹淘聊聊心事交換心得。學會信任與包容，愛情
才會如你想像般地甜美持久。

13~16分：好老 婆機率 50%

其實你真的很愛你的老公。只是有時候，包括你自己也討厭的
壞脾氣，使得你常常口是心非，甚至做出一些自己都很莫名其妙的事，損人又不利己，也間接傷害彼此感情。下次發作前就試著退一步吧。別太堅持無謂的正義，吃
點虧也許你會發現真愛就在眼前。

17~20分：好老 婆機率 70%

撇開吃醋不說，你可以說是個最完美的好老婆。因為愛他，所
以你可以無限制地包容他，唯獨不能允許他逾矩，就連稍微聊個天都不允許。雖然你也會默默忍受，可是累積的能量爆發也是會很嚇人的。有問題就溝通，找出彼此
可以接受的模式，愛情也可以很簡單。

21~24分：好老 婆機率 80%

其實如果不是真的事實擺在眼前，否則你對老公的好，可以說
是讓他如沐春風，甚至常常拿來和人吹噓炫耀。只是有時太放縱也可能讓他太墮落，請他自己定個生活公約，可以輕鬆且達成的。不管他的行蹤雖然是展現大方與對
他的信任，可是你還是可以用愛來綁住他的心。



你是不是一個好老公？

許多男人都認為自己結婚後一定會是個百分百的好老公，可是女人可不見得也會給予相同評價！維納斯特地設計了以下測驗，請女生拿給另一半，或者男生自己測測
看，了解一下你將來或現在成為好老公的機率有多高。

測驗開始：將每一題得到
的分數加起來，再對照測驗結果。

A：1分　B：2分　C：3分

1 你的女性朋 友是否很多？

A 不多，很少跟女生講話。
B 很多，常常有許多的異性朋友。
C 不多，不過通常都很熟。

2 上大號時， 你習慣是：

A 速戰速決，馬桶沒什麼好坐的。
B 放鬆心情，享受解放時的快感。
C 慢條斯理，順便看本書。

3 到大賣場購物，結果卻碰到下雨天，你會：

A 算了，又不是非得今天買不可。
B 如果雨不大，還是會過去看看。
C 不管！還是按照定計畫殺過去。

4 颱風來襲，看到新聞報導許多災民又無家可歸，你的心情是：

A 氣急敗壞，大罵政府無能，不如民間單位。
B事出必有因，災民也應該重新思考與自然的關係。
C特別關心溫馨感人的新聞，並且會設法提供協助。


5 你曾不曾主 動追女孩子？

A 我蠻被動的，希望女生可以主動。
B 有啊，簡直是家常便飯。
C 相處有感覺了，才會慢慢交往。

6 會花很多時 間在感興趣的事物上？

A當然，不僅廢寢忘食，花再多錢投入也心甘情願。
B曾經在某一段時間特別沈迷投入，但後來脫離了。
C時間調配得很好，不會讓興趣破壞正常的生活。


7 麥可喬丹的住所到距離你家只有30分鐘 車程，你會：

A 天天當狗仔，守在他家樓下。
B 對他一點興趣都沒有，住我家附近又怎樣！
C閒著沒事時可能會去串門子，敦親睦鄰一下。


8 你最想當哪 種人？

A 當紅節目的主持人。
B 高收入的醫生律師。
C位居要津的公司主管。

診 斷分析

8~12分： 好老公機率 30%

你強迫另一半接受自己的價值觀，愛情按照你寫好的劇本在走，當對方提出要求
時，你總是不放在心上，認為對方又在無理取鬧！其實女孩子要的，不見得是你做了多少，而是你有沒有真的重視、在意她。想當好男人、好老公之前，就得先學會
傾聽。

13~16分：好老公機率 50%

你的脾氣古怪暴躁，情緒失控時，除了言語暴力之外，你也可能施以暴力、動手動
腳。雖然事後也會懊悔，但傷害造成後，卻難以彌補。懂得控制脾氣，也盡量不要鑽牛角尖。女孩要的是穩定，而不是像地雷般隨時可能引爆的老公。


17~20分：好老公機率 70%

你對女孩子很好，總是盡量溫柔體貼。只是另一半卻往往得寸進尺，冀求你付出更
多的愛，因而開始無理取鬧，讓你頗難忍受，讓婚姻或感情進而產生危機。為了雙方好，你不能忍受的事就別悶心底，免得埋下日後爭吵的導火線，自己又成了爛好
人。

21~24分：好老公機率 80%

你對女人的要求簡直到了有求必應的地步。你寧願自己穿地攤貨，也要另一半名牌
加身；寧願自己挨餓受凍，也要另一半過著少奶奶般的貴族生活。在女孩的心中，你當然是個好老公，但你忽略兩人相處，貴在心靈交流而非物質享受。

~~ Feeling ~~

Today!! Today !! Today !!

Today i have a very strange feeling . I am scare , stress , contradictions and unhappy . My feeling is not stable from the day i know i have to start prepare for my exam . I am scare . I am stress . Is because i cannot prepare well ? I don't know . I tried study 1st and 2nd chapter but i don't know what had i understand .

I don't have confidence to pass this subject . I don't have confidence to study this subject . I don't have a hardworking heart to study this subject . I am lazy . Is this because my heart fly away ?

This feeling is going to make me crazy ~~

Yesterday while i had my shower , i knocked my head with the power . My head is very pain . Now i cannot touch my head because it is very very painful . I am unlucky . haiz ....

My heart , body , head are pain !!
My heart is pain , bleeding and scare is because i have no confidence .
My body is pain because i had clean the bricks for 2 days .
My head is pain because i knocked the power of shower .

My eye is full of tears . My heart is bleeding . My brain is full of scary feedback .

SCARE .. PAIN ..CRIED .. BLEEDING ..

~ A very busy and tired day ~

BUSY 。。。TIRED 。。。BUSY 。。。TIRED 。。。BUSY 。。。TIRED 。。。

Today i am very busy . I had washed the bricks for whole day but i haven't finish . I will continue next weekend . It is very dirty and hard to wash . Tired ~~~

The different between wash and not yet wash !!!





















Today we had tried to cooked a dishes called Roast pork . haha ... This is our 1st time cooked .. Roast pork !! haha .. It is very nice .. haha ...


























































This is our lunch . yummy ~~

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I want to be ..
I am inside your memory ,
I can accompanied you walked through your sadness ,
I will go away after you feel okay ,
You are rescue me from lonely , sad and dream .
I don't have to act when together with you ,
You know my character clearly ,
I don't want you feel sad because of me ,
I don't want to leave you ,
I don't want to be alone .

I am too tired . My brain is ZZZ ....
I am not happy ? I am happy ? I am in which condition ?
I don't have an idea ...
I am extremely tired now ~~~ zzzzz ......

NO MOOD & UNHAPPY
( no reason)

Insomnia night ~~

Insomnia night ... Tired ... Tired ...

I cannot sleep well in this few night .. why ? i am really tired but i cannot sleep tight . haiz ~~~

They said i think too much so i cannot sleep . Isn't it ? Did i ? I don't know . I don't know what i thinking about ... Maybe everything ... haiz ~~ hinz ~~

~~ busy saturday ~~

BUSY SATURDAY 。。。　BUSY SATURDAY 。。。　BUSY SATURDAY 。。。　

Today we decided go to Milton Keynes have dim sum at Tai Pan but unlucky we don't know how to go from the fish shop that we went which is near Milton Keynes . haha ... We want go to Milton Keynes but we drive back luton . So we went to AROMA to have Chinese buffet lunch ... It is quite delicious .. We're extremely full after the buffet lunch ..

This is me ~~~ haha ... I took all of this pictures while waiting my aunt to get ready to go out ...



































































































































































































After all of us are ready then we went to Arndale to get pork ~~






Guess what is this ??? haha ...
This is whole lamb ... Can you see the ribbon ? haha ... I think because the lamb head is too ugly so they put ribbon at there ... haha ...






After that we went to fish shop to buy winter foods for our gold fish ... I saw a lots of big fish gold fish and beautiful birds ~~ The birds called love birds ... They have 100% confidence on itself . They will not scare human being . They like to performance their good skill and show off .. I realise that UK animals doesn't scare human being .haha .... They have self confidence and brave . I hope i can get some from them ~~~ hehe













Our gold fish pond ~~ White gold fish ~~

love birds ~~ They are pa to now ~~ haha ...

This is parrot ... It is a very clever bird ~~ halo .. bye bye ... your skill is very good ~~ haha ...


























UK animals like to take picture . Can you all see it ? haha ... They like to give human being a post so that we can took a beautiful picture of them ~~ haha ...

After that we had our Chinese buffet lunch at Aroma .. Then i have a very busy evening .... Do you know what am i busying ?? haha ... cut grass , and wash the bricks .After i washed finished a part of our garden bricks then i am dirty than the bricks . My face have multi mole . haha ....

This is what i done whole day ~~ haha ....

Today i saw a English guy try using chopsticks . haha .. He is very very funny guy .. He use a wood chopsticks . The wood chopsticks have to unplug become 2 only can use rite ? That guy does not unplug it . He just used without unplug .. It is extremely funny when we saw he used the chopsticks . haha ....

Today i have no feeling .. am i happy today ? Don't know ... Maybe i am a girl that don't know what is happy and what is sad ... My mood is very straight .. It does not go up and does not go down .. aiks ..I hope can meet angel 1 day . Hope she give me a beautiful road . haha ... <>

When i wake up , i am thinking what am i going to do?
When i wake up , i am thinking what are you busying ?
When i wake up , i am thinking are you online ?
When i wake up , i am thinking to sleep again .
When i wake up , i hope i can stay beside happy .
When i wake up , i hope everything is not yet over .
When i wake up , i hope i can feel your love .
When i wake up , i hope to receive your lovely wishes
When i wake up , i wish you were here .
When i wake up , i like to see you .
When i wake up , i think what to say ?
When i wake up , i hope to give you a lovely wishes .

I hope i have a 365 happy and lovely days in a year .. haha .. lovely and happy ~~

I am tired now ... zzzz ... haha ... watching drama 1st .. bye ~~ take care ...

Happy friday ?

Happy Friday ? Boring Friday ? Lovely Friday ?

Thanks god is Friday . This is what English people always say . haha ... Our college have a long lunch break at Friday .. Do you want to know what is the reason ? haha ... The reason is because is Friday . haha ..

Today i have a very boring class . Economic , laws and management . All of this are terrible subject ! I does not like because i don't have the knowledge of its ... haha ... Hopefully i can do it well but only 10% i can . hehehe ....

1 weeks pass again ... It is really fast !! what had i done in this week ? study ? aiks .... I also don't know what had i done in this week . I had study everyday but am i know what i study about ? I am struggling what to do only can study well as what i had did in the beginning of the year ... Study is a scary dream for me because i don't like to study ... aiks ... Exam is a evil dream for me ... haiz .... SCARY + EVIL = ? haha ....








I miss my bed a lots ... haha ... lovely bed in Malaysia !! I miss you ~~











I like to close my eyes ... I just closed my eye , i can look through all the happy memory that i had . close my eyes can be with you ~ yahoo ~~ haha .. I am going to close my eyes now because is time to sleep !! haha .... I am tired and sleepy in the class but now i am awake !! hehe .. Is this human being ? haha ....

Life !!!
Life is easy or life is hard ? Life is easy but human being make the life harder !!
Life is pretty or life is ugly ? Life is pretty but human being make it become ugly !!
Life is full of memory ? sure ~~~ Especially happy memory ~~ love it !!

What am i going to spend the rest of my life ? In the future , what am i doing , who i will be together with ? Future !!! Who can predict future ?? haha ... No 1 else know what is going to happen tomorrow ~~~ We have to love it today because we can see what is going on !! haha ... love it ... Thanks god is Friday !! I love Thurs and Fri because can chatting with someone else ... but ..... I'm not lucky with this ... I have class in this 2 days !!! aduh ~~~ haha ....

okay ... Going to stop here .... I want to have my medicine now ~~ bye ~~ aiya don't think that i am sick okay ? My medicine is watching drama ~~ haha ....

bye ... take care everyone ~~

Tired day ~

Tired Thursday ...Confusion Thursday ...Moody Thursday ...

Today i have f3 class . Our tutor was a very cute and pretty woman .She like to bite her fingers .F3 was a easy and enjoyable subject but i felt a sleep inside the class after lunch break but luckily i still awake and knew what the tutor tutoring about . haha ... I had watched superstar and online in the class while break time . It was a nice break i were spent today.

Where is my hardworking go ? Hope it come back faster because i need it in this 2 months . Hardworking heart where are you going ? Please come back as fast as you can . i am waiting for you .

I am thinking all the time , should i ? can i ? My heart went into confusion .. What am i worry about ? What am i scare about ? What am i think actually ?

I have a lots of ????? in my brain !! Have a sentences said " if you think you can then you can " ... I cant even think i can ! I have no confidence at all . How to build up confidence ? who can teach me ?

I am very tired !! Sleep is my medicine ? It is not because i cannot sleep well .. Watching film is my medicine . haha .. okay la continue tomorrow . bye ~~

~ wish you were here ~

Today is another boring day . Tuesday ...

I miss you . wish you were here .

Wish you were here
Don't you know the stove is getting colder
and i miss you like hell
and i am feeling blue

I've got feelings for you babe
do you still feel the same
from the first time i laid my eyes on you
i felt joy of living
i saw heaven in your eyes in your eyes

I miss your laugh i miss your smile
i miss everything about you
every second's like a minutes
every minute's like a day
when you're far away

I love this a lots because it is very meaningful for me and this is what i want now . wish you were here !! i miss you like hell !!

Monday ~

Monday ...It is not a happy monday .

Feeling and my mood where are you going to ? Why i cant feel it anymore ?

I cried .. WHY ? I have a very bad feeling today .

Tired and sad monday ~~

blog is freeze for very long time ~~~

My blog is freeze for a very long time . haha ... I am lazy to update and don't know what to write as well .

well , today i start blogging.

Today , i went to Milton Keynes with my brother and aunt . We decide to have Spanish buffet but the promotion buffet is not valid at the time we went .. It change to evening !!! Disappointed .. lolz ... Then we have lunch at Frankie and Benny . It is very delicious and full . haha .. I don't take down what we ate because the foods are quite normal . It is not special for me anymore because last time i have took all the special foods and post it in my friendster .haha .....

After our delicious lunch , we went to shopping mall for an hours walked .. haha ... what we shopping for ??? haha ... We went to card factory , chocolate hotel , mark and Spencer and krispy kreme .. haha ... We bought a dozen of krispy kreme doughnuts . hehe ...

A dozen of krispy kreme doughnuts . It is very delicious . Can you imagine that i have 3 in 1 hours ? haha . It is too Delicious !! yummy yummy .no wonder all the people is queue up for its .


Today i had a lots of unhealthy foods . sorry ah ...Today i don't take some healthy foods . Morning i had grapes , pineapple , chocolate pancake , chocolate chip bread ,and 1 small packet of crisps . We went to have a big lunch in Frankie and Benny . Evening i have 3 krispy kreme doughnuts , 1 and half big eater packets of crisps and 1 brunch of grapes ! I'm very very full .

What had i done today ? bath , breakfast , watch film , went to Milton Keynes , tea times then watch film . Time fly through very fast everyday . I can't even think what had i done this month . I don't realise that i had came back to UK for a month .

What feeling do i have today ? I don't have a happy mood in this few days and i don't have mood to study as well . What should i do to change my attitude of this ? Who can give me some energy , so that i can be a hardworking girl ? aiks .. maybe i miss someone . My heart is painful when i'm breathing . This is miss ! Every second my heart is painful even though when i'm laughing .

Now i want to continue watching my film .. 歡喜來逗陣 .. This film can make me think a lots of things . It have happy , sad , miss and a lots of things that happen among me . I only left 3 episode . Hope it have a happy ending . !!! <胡瑞克>!! <黄碗婷>and your family is waiting for you !!! jia you !!

bye everyone . Good luck !!